I'm suppose to be happy today, but when i heard the news, i feel sad and mad at myself. I wanna keep them around me, but dats not gonna happen now..They'll leave one by one until no one left...
This last couple of weeks made me realize dat, wateva we do, we must put 1000% effort to make it happen...I dunno, With the strength left with me, can I give the best of me after this?
I'm mad at myself for not trying the hardest. Im mad...Im mad...Im mad...very2 much..I hate being me rite now...
This tym, I think if he's here, Ill be ok...Ill be ok..Ill be ok....
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